don't leave heartless answer

 

fragola fragola fragola

I don't understand you anymore
from your Chinese Californian theater you are no longer the same
yes I had no hope of returning from you
from paris my awakening

but you gave me hope
from
you are black white
I do not know anymore
I am since I saw you
vegas
we should have communicated
it's not you that I was afraid of
but she
key song
you know
not good
and
the rice I can no longer swallow
I force myself the greatest in the world
but the shock fear
tore me apart
i want to stay n life
if you want to help me help me
but don't lie
don't pretend that
I have to go
please
help me
go back and forth
here
 I stopped sleeping pills to pass the time
in the end I found myself in front of the door wandering in sadness
I want to be
that you can't find me anymore
help me
with you yes
but i don't know anymore
I act as if
2017 was over when you left
you want otherwise
fragola don't let me down
once again

 when I woke up I didn't even know it was my mother my family 

my brother left it to me when I left for good
he broke ties with her when she was alive before after what 

in her lifetime she told me, I base myself 

on the papers of my life what is left of it

ewan knew i could leave had to leave
but my mother I was not going to put her out
she was at the end of her life
at the time I tried to place it
impossible
nobody wanted it
noplace
to cure it I did what I could
help me go
from the bottom of my heart
please
if you still hold on
a little more
to me
if you love me
how you loved me
i never got back in touch with ewan but he was right
looked
please
or give someone to help me
definitely from here thank you very much