what do I tell you

what do I tell you
to humiliate myself on my situation
as if you don't know
since the death of my mother I have been in trouble
Friday they wanted to cut me

electricity
and yet I did everything in the order
batalle
welfare
arrive there
but co-call me today
to order me go the rent
d in ain3 late
they were going to stagger the summer
everything was fine
and boom
right here right now
engie
350 euros

I find myself in barely 2 hours, nothing
of course when I can I send the proof to the social worker
she who confirmed me yet that they will take 

in December so much that they took me
mails with photo of my account
I only get 810 euros in hand handicap

the water is gone with tv I hope so
I owe 260 a month x 3 and if 4 is over I'm out
so if it's to make fun of me
or drink to forget
It's not worth it
Tomorrow is another day
she put me in emergency (popular aid) to eat but they have to call 

me to get a food aid package

 

I don't want people to laugh at me anymore
1 year and 4 months I asked you for help
before my mother died
you do style
you wait

 I am dazzling
for everything
I save pierre paul jaques blabla
for me nothing
anybody
it's like that
what happens
god only know
I'm not going to open my veins
tomorrow I start again
to fight to survive and hope 

that the roof on my head will stay that's all
if you're kidding
turn away and never come back thank you
I remain worthy with my head held high, 

that's all I've had enough I won't say anything about myself finished