once and for all I would say it here only once it pains me but you want to know

once and for all I would say it here only once it pains me but you want to know

it concerns us
problem does not concern anyone but him and me

but actually when I woke up I wanted to stay dead

and when i saw
why he left
not much time
new curtain from him

in truth I gave up living

not for him
for whom has he physically become

I was rehospitalized
and I stopped talking for three years
we all try
not a word not a life not a sensibility
nothing zombieland

and was my mother
bought me this casue
put it on my ears

it was cluterbilly

and I spoke and lived normally again that's all