no I slept very badly even if I was by moving home beirut something

no I slept very badly even if I was by moving home beirut something 

is missing my heart my body 

my arms my house always waking up jumps to look for him but there

 it was his hand towards me and 

like a child I cried his lips missing me that's all my Christmas

 eve I'm hoping for a sign a message

 even well no we're going to say bad connection it doesn't reassure

 me at all I would like to jump 

so much I can't do it no, I tried everything, even hating

 to move forward, nothing
looking looking terrible to even feel his skin against

 me hugging me very hard so that I don't fly

 away without him.. merry christmas wherever you are

even my rabbi you have to wake up put your foot on the ground

 and live me no I refuse with all my strength to wake up he is not

 there my rabbi must have told me your alive breathe I will always

 have the unwanted why i woke up in paris without him... 

it's not a life but an obligation to move forward smile even 

to your close friend say it's fine merry christmas no why am

 I waking up I really don't want to wake up my rabbi yes you

 will come back that is al