I told him

 

I told him
as you traveled the world to find me 

i don't think you will be able to leave to be there with me

he didn't want to come
so out of resentment I said this stupidity

he didn't dare he's modest he thought he was bothering you
I don't know why I said that
couldn't be there without each other neither him nor me

and a sentence ca est ca paralyzes him
I really regret
he is the tenderest of men
kindness itself
I I I'm really sorry

that's why he doesn't come, that's it
lest I tell them again
really stupid
everything is stupid
without him....