I can even try to memorize, even to

 

I can even try to memorize, even to 

look at there is a blockage you know

 as in your car the noise is broken

 up and well remove the noise it does not pass
I do not know why
it's the regret of my life not to be

 a musical note anymore
it's really excruciating, 

thanking you very lovingly,

 and for me, I love you dearly....