1 -2 Are you talking about mcgregor ??

it's about you talking about me very closely
too close

before you talk about mcgregor
my gordon
you have to talk about me
how did mine gordon get

before my 16 years
I lost in death
the same year my sister of heart
and my heart brother

we were 3
nadine and nadine
and arrived ian

two real sheriff two real bitches
playing a bitch role
from the city
nobody approached us
except
ian
but he could not make his choice

so I told him

ba takes a guy

and he listened to me shit
and lived a beautiful love story

 But the beautiful story is badly done
his guy is gone

and my ian that I did not think
had a broken heart
and fell into the drug

I do not believe it
I thought we were invincible

therefore untouchable

 I did not think I heard his call

too eager to be a girl
and to nurse my lipstick

in short he died in my arms

and my other nadine ??
his alcoholic father
killed him by sending him his bottle in the face because 

she was not going fast enough to get him his alcohol to him

 and it was the fall

dirty smart kid in addition to being beautiful

I did not want to do anything

but I did not know how to do anything
apart from hanging with ian and nadine

that's all I knew about life

and then life
I did not want to know anything

I knew that when I was 16 I would be

 forced by my birth gifts to help the family instead of living

 my mother believed the worst and prepared my suitcases
where does she go??
in Ireland
father's daughter
without me saying yes or no and vlan on the plane

and a few days later gordon arrived and ....