My Gordon

why am I writing to you ??
I do not know
since you are absent from everything
do you read me ??
are you playing ??

I have nothing from you right now

from you more
Nothing at all
Why??
you want my death??
I'm exaggerating ok
but I'm not far

to be without it is worse than anything

but without news of you
it's worse than death you know

enemy friend in love
we have always been

your toy cars
I do not care

 jealous me
no

but are you still?
you miss me??
you want to see me again ??

it does not look
see your silence
it goes up it goes up
but that's absolut

ewan gordon mcgregor

I miss you
even in photo

I do not care what you think

but shit, my stomach hurts
what do you need to tell me
that you are alive ??
that I open my veins ??
you die if i did it

oh gordon
make an effort if you love me
give me some of you ..
my heart..my body..my love soul
unique we have been we sum it and we will be

but I need you real you yes real you

you miss me
you love Me

then prove to me

 wherever you are
yes I love you
but this
you always knew

 I miss
missing
from you, that's all