my sphygmomanist is against my opinion

you know I've gone through everything
human horror
short life what

but I thought I was insensitive

well no
in 1 the worst is him ewan mcgregor

who came back

but life has made Spain come to me

and in front of the total and Spanish world it makes 

me presupposed by the security its poster

shit I am the woman who has the first time in his life he asked for marriage

how can we not recognize it ??

it does not go through
I fell and almost inert 24 hours without talking anymore

at the same time a friend I thought
go away from us internet

without eplication and I made a monster despite this
In short, I am too stupid

he stops our friendship for an asshole with a word
silence

he sends asshole and his slut and his spoiled him

that's why I did not understand and I still understand ps
until this year when I manage to tell him no basta it's over

but he and ewan

I can not do it anymore

of heart
he beats too fast

but I have another heart
that I asked to see in February

and my sphygmomanist is against me

my spychiatrist

since you announced it online
he has answered you ??
me no

not even the phone chat ???
me not on the verge of tears

and he is contender at least?
me, I do not know

and the shouting

you are crazy
1 2 and if he 3 you think there ??

me but if he is not like him and gordon and look at me yes it's been 20 years

him your heart if he do like the two first asshole
excuse me
put these are assholes
you are really nice
how can we do this?
hold my handkerchief

you can die there in london you know
you want to prove what?

THAT I AM VISIBLE
AND NOT INVISIBLE STUPID
THEY WERE THE
MY FRIEND
AND DOES LOOK AT ME MORE
WHY??

and I stop sick from all over
he tells me

I do not discuss your trip to London
he is of the same temper
rich idiot
a little thanks to you
and change of trotoire where turns the head because you are ruined by the life ??

to be a human being a thank you a hello
it's worth all the gold in the world

and here I am afraid of late February

and if my spychiatrist is right
he did not say anything to me messy back nothing
it's true

must I go see him again to be shocked and fallen because I will not bear it once more
without news of him I am in the blur

or I have to take the risk and he will see me as I believe deep inside me ??

here I do not know anymore
returned from my spychiatrist
I'm crazy to believe in him
where is a suicide mission still for me that he will change trotoire ??
but what am I doing
to merit this depression

to redo the yellow friend ?? never
to see gordon again
may be

but my other heart fevier
I do not know anymore .. give me your opinion thank you

depression do not play with s
it breaks you up in seconds
and the cure is the counter shock

but if they are
I change trotoire again in February
it's true I will not get over it again ..